Hulne: Finding the light through the darkness in the holiday season

Published 2:53 pm Thursday, December 7, 2023

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Every time Christmas season rolls around, I’m reminded of one of my earliest childhood memories.

I was living in the metropolis of Reeder, North Dakota (which has a current population of 125 people) as I held my head down and made my way back home from church school.

It was a particularly cold North Dakota night and the wind was howling in my face as I shielded for coverage. My breath was shortening and my boots were living deep footprints in the falling snow.

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But the cold didn’t break me.

After it all, it was the Christmas season and I was a kid! Instead of complaining about the cold, I gazed at the falling snowflakes in the street light above me. Soon, a profound sense of awe fell over me.

The butterflies I felt in my stomach were matched by the warmth I felt in my heart. For a moment, I was a part of that cold, silent, beautiful evening. The streets were empty and the sky was as dark as midnight, but I did not feel alone.

It was a feeling I still hold on to when times get dark and it’s a reminder that we can still find hope in the most dire of circumstances.

When I returned home from the memorable walk, I returned to the trailer home that my family lived in and I slept in the small room that I shared with my two older brothers. While I can’t recall what we had for supper that night or what my brothers and I talked about, I’m sure we were all glowing with the anticipation of Christmas.

As we grow older, the holidays can sometimes grow a little colder and it can be a tough time for anyone struggling with their mental health.

I implore all of you to be a little kinder this season and try to find the positives, no matter what is going on in your life.

This is a gentle reminder for anyone who is struggling to forget about the freezing cold wind and focus on the falling snow in the streetlight.